I was listening to the Message on satellite radio this morning on my way to drop off my LaedyBug at preschool, and what is on during the talk segment?! Choose FAITH or choose fear. And when you find yourself choosing fear, that is when you need to sit back and wait. Is it really that easy? I’m embarrassed to admit that it isn’t that easy for me, it is a struggle. Every day. Every minute. And I know God’s truths, but how can I ingrain them into my soul? How can I make peace flow through my being? When my sweet, precious four year old is oblivious to what is going on inside of her. I know that is a good thing. I wouldn’t want her to know. I guess it just makes ME sad a little to see her smiling and enjoying preschool and dance and life, knowing that her world is about to change on some level. She hasn’t changed, only my knowledge of her health has. More on this in my next post.
